A Nice Sunday

Shrek

I kept saying "Melting under blue skies belting out sunshine shimmering love." to myself all day long. It's from the song Accidentally In Love by Counting Crows. I first heard this song at Shrek 2. Shrek was and still one of my favorite movies. I had watched it the first day it was released(the first serial). I watched it almost ever single day during summer 2002 (cause that's when the DVD of it was launched). I also watched Shrek 2 and Shrek 3. I just Googled Shek and found the official site. It was under construction but I learned that there is going to be another movie: Shrek Forever After. I'm sure I'll see it no matter what. My favorite character is Donkey. I love the way he talks and talks and talks and talks and talks... The song is great too. Listen to the song and watch the movies I'll make you happy even if you are the saddest person walking this planet.

See ya

Frizzy;)

lazy lazy lazy

I just got back from school and I am starving. But I am so tired that I don't even want to go to the kitchen and get myself something to eat. My plan was to come home and sleep right away but just when I fell asleep I got a phone call (as usual) from my dad that took away all my desire to sleep. Now I'm lying on my bed under my cozy blankets and wondering what to do. God I'm so lazy! I don't want to get out of bed but if I wait some more I'll die because of starvation. All I ate today is a tuna sandwich. I'm capable of eating anything right now, anything you can imagine... A pepperoni pizza, a half baked steak with mustard, a green salad with lots and lots of Caesar dressing on it, a "karadeniz pidesi", fajita, a Vienna style schnitzel, Arby's curly fries, a raclette mmm... Even the thoughts give me goosebumps. Maybe I should go eat, yes I should definitely eat. Bye now!
by the way I think my stomach has just learned how to talk.

Tryout

Finally!

I've been dying to get a haircut for weeks! I've got long long curly hair that comes up to my waist and when I strainghten them some of them reach my butt. They look nice but it's really hard for me to comb them and to take care of them. I don't want my hair to be short but i don't like hair fractures too. So I finally got a haircut today! I feel lighter. Now my hair comes to my waist when it's straightened. I'll go to school like this tomorrow. I wonder what my friends will think about it... Especially Naz wanted to see my hair like this. My Mom thinks it look great and couple of my friends said that it suited me well. I actually don't care what others think about it, I feel free like this.

Frizzy ;)

f.y.i. the second pic stinks,it looks way better in person, I just wanted to show you how it looks.

before

after

Memories

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My dad moved to a new apartment last wednesday and I was at his new place during the weekend. The flat was a total mess because most of the stuff was still unpacked. My job for sunday was to unpack the stuff that belonged to my room. I had to organize my library (I have TONS of books so it was quite hard), I had to organize my wardrobe and drawers, put my CDs and DVDs into their shelves etc. It was a long tiring day but I enjoyed it because I found things that I used when I was just a little kid. I found my pompous tatty jewelrys, my hair bands, my stuffed toys, my LEGOs, my Barbies and most important of all; my diaries. I got emotional when I when I read the diaries. It was nothing sad but I just missed being a little kid, I missed the time when I had no responsibilities and when I had nothing to worry about... I missed finding a good way of anything when everything went wrong... I missed asking silly, nonsense questions... I missed the energy that gave me the power of playing hide and seek for 5 hours non-stop. I missed everthing... I wonder why am I not like that now, why has everyone changed? Why can't we be unique again, why is everyone trying to imitate each other? I still want to play hide and seek with my friends but why do adults consider this as an "immature" behavior? I found the first poems I wrote, all of them were about love. I read them all and I started grinng stupidly, oh boy, I was crazy in love. I thought "How could a 4th grader write all these?". I was clearly inspired by someone. ;) I can't write anything like that now, even if I tried. I was really creative then, I remember myself building teleferics for my toys with using carriges made of mat and using wool as the steel ropes. Boy I was inclined to fantasize! All in all I wish I could go back to those years and never come back but I can't so I have to let the young energetic Frizzy inside me be free...

with love

Frizzy ;)

whew!

I finally got out of the house after 1 month of being asocial. I mean I did get out of the house but not to meet with my friends or anything else. The places I've been in the past month was : school, mom's house and dad's house. It was like torture. I felt isolated. I couldn't go out the first 2 weeks because it was the exam week and I had to study. The following 2 weeks I was at home resting, trying to recover from H1N1. I broke a personal isolation record. Today was the day I broke free. Firstly I went to my friend Gizem's place. We had tons of fun. We did a ready-set-cook show among ourselves and prepared the best lunch ever. We took some pictures of the concepts we created with poor materials. Then around 6 o'clock my dad came to pick me up with his motorbike. Dad's house is at the European side of Istanbul and Gizem's house is at the Asian side so we had to cross the Bosphorus Bridge. The sun was just setting while we cross the bridge and the view was amazing. The mesmerizing smell of the sea and the breathtaking silhouette of Istanbul was astonishing. It was a view to die for. Right after we came home we went out to eat. It was hard to find a place that I could eat anything I want (beacuse of the no-eating-insulin-raising-product diet) but we found the best place possible. We ate THE most delicious meatballs on earth and had a great time. I had time to talk to my dad about being a doctor. He told me that he doesn't want me to be a doctor but he also said that he wouldn't do anything to prevent me from being one. He told me that I'll start living my life (he means after med school is finished, when I start working) approximately 11 years after my friends do, it's hard for a woman to be a doctor (not in a discriminating way of course), at least being a surgeon and he told me the negative ways of being a doctor. If I become a doctor (an operator) I'll have to work on the weekends as well, my patients might call me anytime during the day or night, I might have to go to the hospital late at night because of an emergency etc. I already know these and I know the responsibilities of being a doctor. My dad said that most of his woman doctor friends are not happy with their jobs, they would choose another career if they could. But I'm not a quitter. I know what I want to do in the future. I want to do something I love. I don't want to be a pharmacist and try to sell medicine all day long, I don't want a desk job and sit all day long. I love biology and that's the direction I should go. I want to save people's lives no matter what. Wow. Aren't I so pumped up? :) I get this way when I want to proove something that I believe in. Anyway after dinner we walked around downtown and looked for the book I wanted to read for a while, Anthony Burgess's "A Clockwork Orange". We couldn't find it at the first place we went but they said we could find it in the music&book store at the mall right around the corner. We went there and bought the book, the movie of the book and the movie I wanted see for quite a long time "Frida". " 'Frida' chronicles the life Frida Kahlo(Salma Hayek) shared unflinchingly and openly with Diego Rivera(Alfred Molina), as the young couple took the art world by storm. From her complex and enduring relationship with her mentor and husband to her illicit and controversial affair with Leon Trotsky, to her provocative and romantic entanglements with women, Frida Kahlo lived a bold and uncompromising life as a political, artistic, and sexual revolutionary." (http://www.iwatchfilm.com/download-movie/Frida.html). Now I'll take a break reading Pride&Prejudice and read A Clockwork Orange. It is a short book and my Turkish teacher had told me that it was a fast-reading book so I guess I'll finish it in a short time. I'm dying to see the movie but I watch the movie after reading the book it's based on first (if there is a book of course). Wasn't that a long entry? Glad you read all of it. :) That's it for today, I better start reading the book. Bye for now!